After i've calmed down. I went to talk to my mum. And we agreed that there are 2 best options now. One, is to let time do its work. Let things take their own path. Two, is for my mum to meet up with her mum.

We decided to try the later first. But, when my mum called and politely talked to her, she rudely said, in chinese, 'i do not want your son to mix with my daughter. thats final.'. and then hung up the phone. Haiz.

Guess, i'm left with the second option. I'll let time take its course. If we're meant to be, we will. Let this be a test for our love then. I just hope that she's ok. My heartfelt thanks to xing yun. Please take care of my dear for me. i really dunno wat i can do now.

Dear Lord, this i pray. Grant me strength, that i may overcome this ordeal. Grant my wisdom, that i may know wat to do. Grant me all that i need, that i may triumph over this obstacle. Grant us love, that we may never run out of it. Please dear Lord, with your might, keep our love strong. That no matter wat happens, we'll stay together. Even if it isn't physically, but at the very least, in our spirits, and in our heart. Amen.

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