Leaving for Japan tml. 7 + 1 days. Really gonna miss my beloved girlfriend. She really means a lot to me, although i don't show i much. Despite my flirtatious ways, she's pretty tolerant, at times even making friends with those i 'flirt' with. But she gets upset when i become too close to the gal. Haha. Still, she stays by my side everytime, loving me with almost, if not all he heart.

Because of my actions, she feels insecure at times. Ok, quite often. Seldom will i have only her in my life. Often there are other girls whom i have befriended, and get pretty close. And she's always afraid i'll fall for other girls, and neglect her. I tend to treat those who are not as close better. So she get jealous over my concern towards other girls. But still, the one i truly love is her.

She has always been by my side. Helping me in studies, listening to my problems, making my smile, complimenting every little thing, showing affection when i need it most. Although she gives me a cold shoulder whenever she's mad, she always relents in the end, often in tears. I really hate seeing girls cry, what more my girlfriend, and me being the cause. Seeing her cry always makes me feel guilty. And her willingness for forgive never fails to amaze me.

We're quite open with each other. If she doesn't like me being with a particular girl, she'll show, if not tell me. When she dislikes a habit of mine, she'll go 'tsk!' and with a playful heart, she'll hit me and ask me to stop. We share any problems we have. Few secrets are kept between us. But sometimes, being too honest hurts each other. For example, telling her about this chio bu i saw and got her number. =x Yet, we're also tolerant with each other.

Ah.. All in all, i love her. =D So very very much. And she'll be the one i'll miss the most in Japan. *sigh* I love you dear.