Part 4

I nv did give up. Day after day on MSN, i prompted her for an answer. But to no avail. During May, the choir had some sort of recording for a music CD which eventually came out, but without the choir. =x The recording was done at SP. Anyway, on the trip back to KSS, i sat beside her and asked. What if i wasn't joking on that question? Her face was completely straight. She didn't even bother to reply. And so, i persistantly pushed for an answer. Alas, she gave me an expected answer - Can we talk about this after my O's? Oh well, defeated, i succumbed to my fate.

The thought of waiting one year for here was really scary. It would mean a one year loss in chasing other girls and the likes. And should she eventually reject me, my one year would then be really wasted. My stand wavered every now and then. Many a times, i was on the brink of giving up. But seeing her face in school, chatting with her on MSN.. These really motivated me to persevere. Just for the record, i didn't like calling her, as her mother would usually be the one picking up the phone. =x But now that she's got a hp, its a whole new story. =)

And so, i waited. During July however, wy[el] decided to get rid of her com. As in, she would not turn the com on at all until after her O's. Already, i did not dare call her. And now without MSN.. Haiz. Its like losing contact altogether. She had no need to attend choir practices by then. And so, the only chances i got to actually see her, were the glimpses of her during morning assembly, and when she walked back to her class. But that was enough to keep me fueled.

Well, i wrote more than 2 paragraphs today. On the request of my dear. Haha..

End of part 4
Darrell