those few are all that i need.
It's not the quantity of friends,

But the quality that counts. =)

Saturday, May 27, 2006 @ 1:13 PM

Part 2

I don't really remember how i got her email. I think it's through XP also. =x Anyway, we chatted quite alot in MSN. I guess we both really enjoyed talking to each other. I was open, to her, and vice versa. As a result, we sort of became each other's confidant. This is where we really got to know each other well. Secrets were divulged. Favourites, hates, etc etc. I'm not gonna list them out. The information is mine and mine alone. Haha! I suppose this was also where i got attracted to her. I enjoy talking to her. Even now. Although, we dun really have much interesting stuff to share with each other now. Wahahax. I suppose its safe to say, that we both know each other well enough. At times, we can predict what we're going to say or do. Its kinda comical. Haha. Well, at least we have communication. And that is crucial in a relationship. =) And so, i chatted with her almost every night. Subconsiously building up trust, faith and friendship bonds.

Sec 2 wasn't really interesting. Until the end of the year. Over the year, i realised that i had grown fond of her. Gradually, our friendship became closer. My fondness grew deeper. At that time, i doubted that we would be able to have a relationship. She is, afterall, a year older. Try as i might, i couldn't keep her out of my life. In a desperate bid to save myself from getting hurt via rejection, i tried making myself fall for another girl. I'll just make her known as wy[af]. I constantly updated wy[el] about my plans to woo wy[af]. I know, its really ironic. But hey! Thats how my warped mind works. =x

Gonna stop here. Be patient and wait for the nxt installment. =p

End of Part 2
Darrell