Okay.. This is freaky. Last night, i had a dream. I dreamt of this girl, whom i supposedly am in a relationship with. The girl is rather pretty, but not to the extent of really chio. She's abit taller than my dear. The weird thing is, this is the 3rd time i have dreamt of her. Not only that, i remember the dream vividly.

I can't remember the first dream. But it was something like just meeting her and going out in a group or something.

The second dream i can remember bits. We were in a group, at some competition. There was this gigantic lake, and we were supposed to get across the lake in pairs. The first pair to get across wins. I can't remember what the prize was though. Anyway, there were jet skis, boats, etc etc.. Anything we needed to get across. The only drawback was.. that the lake was filled with crocodiles and sharks. I remember choosing a jet ski with her. But halfway, we got lost, and somehow, fell into the lake. And so, we swam for our lives. Amazingly, we managed to survive by getting on some sort of wooden platform that mysteriously appeared. Hey, it is a dream afterall. And then, after a bit of dialogue, i woke up.

Up till now, i don't find anything strange, except for the fact that she appeared again. I've usually been able to control my dreams. So, i don't take much notice to these 2 dreams as they were just normal dreams, with miraculous events occuring every now and then.

As for last night's dream, we were in SA. For some weird reason. Anyway, she was performing at a concert of some sort. I was backstage with her. We were chatting, and suddenly, she told me she wanted to break up. (This is why i assumed we were in a relationship) I wasn't sad. She told me, that she knew i loved my dear more. Hence, wanted to break up so that i'd stop decieveing my dear. (And so i inferred that it as an affair) She said it in a sweet manner, and i couldn't do anything else other agreeing with her. It is what i should do anyway. And so, i went back outside, to leave her to do whatever preperations she still needed. I found myself a seat and watched the performance. When it was her turn to perform, she announced that her performance was dedicated to me, and wished me all the best in my relationship with my dear. I was stunned, and smiled at her, blushing, constantly aware of the staring faces around me. At that moment, i concluded that breaking up with her wasn't as bad as it seemed. Afterall, i still have my dear. And this is where things went wrong. I suddenly woke up, aware that i was dreaming. I took a good look around. I asked myself, 'what am i saying! Am i still in the dream? How is it possible that i can think of my dear in a dream? In fact, i never think when i am dreaming!' Then i panicked, and my mother woke me up for lunch.

The problem is.. How can i think while i'm dreaming? To dream, i have to use my mind. So how is it possible to think while dreaming? And who is the girl anyway? I don't even know her name! Why do i keep dreaming of her? Why can i remember these dreams so vividly? I have never panicked during a dream before. Even being chased by a whole gang of hooligans running after me with long swords and choppers and the likes, i am not afraid. Even jumping of the top of a building, i remain calm and enjoy the jump. I'm afraid that this is not a dream, but what the future holds. I do not boast of future seeing powers. I am no seer. But this is really scary. What is this all comes true? I definitely DO NOT want an affair with another girl. Haiz.. I don't know why am i so worked up over a dream anyway.

I shall ponder over this abit more. If i do see the girl in my dreams again tonite.. Then perhaps i'll ask for her name. Till next time, see you. Remember, dreams can tell you lots of things. Cheers~